Wanting someone to talk to when i don't wanna talk

Split Second

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything on here. Hope those of yall who are still following me enjoy this one.

This is to the girl walking down the hall

To the girl sitting across the room

The girl from that one event you went to but just can’t remember what it was

All you remember is her…

We made eye contact

And even if for just a split second

I felt something wonderful

I hope you did too

It was something so pure and innocent

That I hope nothing will tarnish it

And it will never happen again

Cause I don’t even know your name

I can’t even fully remember your face

But those eyes

They stay with me forever

In the darkness of my mind I see them

Staring back at me but never coming out of the shadows

We’re strangers to each other

But for that one moment you were my whole world

The only person I saw

A moment in time where nothing could go wrong

It was beautiful

And so are you

Hypothetical

quick 5 minute poem

What if i told you we were through?

Would you believe me?

What if i told you i was over you?

Would you cry?

If i told you you were the most beautiful girl in the world would you see what i see?

If i told you you were the one i want to spend the rest of my life with would you believe me?

How about if i asked you to be mine?

What if i asked to hold you while you sleep at night?

If i said i’d wait for you would you wait for me?

If i said that me and her were just friends would you believe me?

If i said i love you would you say back?

If i said i hate you would you believe every word?

What if i said just kidding?

Would that make it okay?

Fist is bleeding

Just punched a brick pillar outside of my apartment complex. Now, my knuckles are bleeding. What a fanFUCKINGtastic night.